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[Jun. 30th, 2008|04:17 pm] |
so last night me and kirk went to Orlando last night to see Nohely, Jeff, and Tabe cause Nohely and Jeff are in day for a couple of days. So they all wanted to go to Knight Library which is a bar and you have to be 18 to get in. So kirk was like how is Annie going to get in and we were all think about it then Tabe was like she can use my old I.D. which i don't even think we even look a like and I'm so much taller then her and she is 22. So the whole time going there i was scared out of my mind but i got in cause the girl just looked at how old i was and that it. So last night i pasted as a 22 year old and got drunk and high. They are just a good influence on me aren't they?
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[Jun. 17th, 2008|11:31 am] |
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i can't say that i have a best friends anymore cause i don't and i hate that so much. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2008|09:01 pm] |
so last friday my grandpa had a heart attack and had to get open heart surgery. if the people weren't there friday to do the surgery he would have died. my hole family is an emotion wreck and i hate it. we don't know when we will get out of the hospital.
my sister moved back home which is good most of the time.
today was the last day of school which im happy about but im just going to be real bored during the summer cause i wont have anything to do.
my mom found out that i smoke and she wasn't to mad about it which was good and she said we will talk about it more but we never did which. i just want to avoid the hole thing. |
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[May. 15th, 2008|08:01 pm] |
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the few friends that i do have, have been really shitty lately and im just sick and over it. i just hate how my life is going right now. |
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[Mar. 25th, 2008|05:04 pm] |
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i went to go see The Audition last night and it was so amazing. I couldnt have asked for a better show. I danced sooo much it was juct amazing for sure! Danny Stevens in a dream for sure. His voice makes me melt. Much a good night last night. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2008|12:08 pm] |
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so i am at school and im bored. the more i think about it the more i hate it. each day i just hate school even more. i have no friends and the friends that i do have i am growing a part from. i usually sit by myself at lunch this days. im lazy and i wait til the last min. to do all my work and then i just strees myself out. i think i want to drop out but then again i dont. i have been disappoitning my mom a lot lately and i hate that. i need to find a job. i dont do anything or hang out with anyone any more. i just sit in my pjs watching tv all day on the week ends. today my best friend was crying at lunch and i didnt do anything about. one of her other friend talked to her. i feel like that if she wants to talk to me about it she will but then again i feel like a bad friend for not doing anything about it. i just feel really crappy and down lately and my mom is always telling me to get a life. my sister is moving back home for awhile so maybe that will be better and how it use to be when she use to live at home. my life just sucks and feels like its falling a part very slowly : /
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[Feb. 4th, 2008|06:38 pm] |
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so yesterday i was thinking why am i always at home and why do i have such a boring life and i was trying to think why and then it came to me that i use to have so much fun with my ex best friend elisha. we would sneak into peoples pools and trying to climb through the windows. we would just do anything and eveything and i would always be scared of getting in trouble but we never would.
and its because i never hangout with my best friend deirdre. we wouldnt care what people thought of us and just do ridiculous thing. i think thing are going to be the same with us cause her and her boyfriend broke up. im kind of happy cause maybe it will be the same with me and her but then again i feel selfish for thinking that cause i saw how sad she was about it today even thought she broke up with him.
why cant thing be like they were back in the 3 or 4 grade or middle school. i just miss the old day where thing her simple and your parents trusted you and you really didnt have to worry about friends and big thing like that. i also miss my sister being around all the time even though i didnt at the time i do now. some times i see her every week if i luck if not then like 2 to 3 weeks i go without seeing her and sometimes we dont talk during that time. like i dont feel like we are that close anymore but at the same time i do. i dont know life has jsut been weird for me lately and i dont like it. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2008|06:36 pm] |
ok so my best friend broke up with her boyfriend this weekend which they have been going out for like 7 months or something and i just really missed my best friend. so when she told me they broke up i was sad but again i was happy cause i thought ok im going to get my best friend back. then today at school she said they got back together not a surprise but still i was thinks arent going to change. lately i just feel so lone and have no one to talk to and no friends which is true. life just seems like its going down hill for me. i seem to not care about school or anything else in that matter. i just miss having a best friend who you would tell everything to and who is your other half and i dont have that anymore. i dont even remember the last time it was like that.
but today the new audition cd came put and i couldnt be more excited about that! |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2008|10:29 pm] |
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ok so i was on my way to the mall with my mom and she goes i have a question for you and i was like ok and she asked me if i liked one of my best friends erik and i go no why and i gave her a dirty look and i was confused and she said idk and she goes in the deep convo saying how she feels like when im out with my friends im sneaky and i dont tell her where we really are going and that i never call her when im out and that i shouldnt be afraid to tell her things that i have done or going to do cause she might respond differently when she would to my sister and brother if they did it and that she was a kid once so she knows how it is and it was just real weird but it made me think of the thing that i have done that i havnt told my mom and it made me feel bad. |
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[Dec. 27th, 2007|09:41 pm] |
so last friday between the trees was amazing of course! they played all their songs on their cd for once, their 3 new songs and and christmas song. the bass player jeremy proposed to his girlfriend on stage and it was the cutest thing ever!
i was at my aunts house and my little cousin who is 3 loves princess and she thinks she is Cinderella and my aunts friend who was over called her and pretented she was Cinderella. It was so funny. She really thought it was her. She was screaming and was all excited. It was sooooo funny.
christmas was real good! i got a sweet cam which i didnt think i would get but i did.
i got a printer to go with it.
and lots of other stuff too.
a cute music not necklace.
and lots of money.
it was a real good/big christmas this year. |
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[Dec. 17th, 2007|09:08 pm] |
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i really want friday to come. im going to see between the trees and im excited even thought i have seen them like 5 times already. im so sick of school and my teachers being dicks. i doesnt feel like its christmas time really but i really dont care cause for some odd reason im not the excited for christmas but i am excited to see my sister. the 29th im hopeful going to a 'to write love on her arms' thing in orlando and i really hope i go to it. lately i have been really done and just dont care about anything or anyone. this is like only one person i can talk to and trust really but i hate that im losing my best friend slowly. |
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[Dec. 10th, 2007|03:59 pm] |
i am realizing that i dont have any many friends that i thought i did and the ones i have i feel like im losing them. i feel like i dont have a best friend anymore. she is always busy and we never hangout i guess she just doesnt have time for me anymore. and im so over when i make plans with people and they ditch me it pisses me off. i miss having my sister here all the time. these are the days that i miss her living her and we do everything together.
ughhh im so over everything these days. i dont really care about anything.
ughhh whats going on with me?
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[Oct. 14th, 2007|12:54 pm] |
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homecomimg was last night and it was a lot of fun. i went with ara and got ditch by everyone else pretty much but thats alright cause i had a lot of fun! my sister and her friend come and did our hair and make up and we went to dinner and deirdres house. i tried to dance. HAHHAHAHA. it was so ridiculous but i had a lottt of fun. picture on myspce! |
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[Oct. 6th, 2007|11:38 pm] |
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so things have been really good lately.
late night so sooo much fun i hung out with erik and courtland and it was seriously the most fun i have had in a while. some people come up to erik at the mall and was like your big erik i have talked to you on myspace. i was laughing sooo hard.
today i went to ara's house then we come to my fun which it really fun and we made sweet bags and finally got to hangout.
tomorrow im going to orlando or my homecoming dress ad i get to see my sister! |
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[Sep. 5th, 2007|09:10 pm] |
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school this year sucks. i seriously have no friends and i hate it. most all the people i was friends with last year im not friends with now and i hate it. the only friend i have lives in ormond and it sucks cause i havnt seen her in forever. my other best friend in to involved with her boy friend and we dont talk or see each other that much anymore and i knew this was going to happen. ughhhh i just dont no what to do. when i think about that i havnt talk to my best friend it makes me want to cry and wonder if im going to lose her. i have already lost a lot of friends and i dont want to lose anymore : / |
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[Aug. 30th, 2007|09:04 pm] |
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so today i went to daytona lagoon instead of school and it was real fun. and there was like no one there so it was even sweeter. i got burnt so im pissed but oh well. im sooooo tired. im going to get my hair done saturday i think and im excited! |
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[Aug. 6th, 2007|12:58 am] |
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so wednesday night me and deirdre stayed up til 5am cause we were going to go on a 5 hours trip the next day to captiva island (by ft.myers) and we wanted to sleep the hole way there.
when we got there thursday we really didnt do anything or go anywhere my brother got drunk and it was funny and we were real bored.
friday we got up and went to the pool then come back and took a nap. then we got all ready to go out to eat for my birthday. and we came back and had cake. it was funny i guess.
saturday we went to these real nicer pools and were there all morning and then we went to go eat at this place called scoops its an ice cream, candy, and pizza place and it was real sweet and there was this babe that worked there. then we came back took a nap and i had a dream about the babe we saw. then we went back to the pool by us. then me and deirdre got all ready and went back to scoops cause we were bored and it was our last night.
we came back today and we stopped at a rest stop on our way back and there was a car on fire. it was sweet.
it was funny cause my brother was bored he hung out with me and deirdre and my brother like never talks to me.
today i hung out with dustin and erik.
tomorrow i go take the test to get my permint. |
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[Jul. 29th, 2007|07:47 pm] |
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i got home today from being at elisha's house since thursday night. it was fun we went swimming a lot and we went to a show. we stayed up til 7am one night cause we drank a lot of coffee that night so we couldnt sleep. thursday im going on vacation with deridre and my family and my moms friends til sunday. i real excited about it too. oh and friday is my birthday!!! i had to take my drug and alcohol test last week so i can get my permint and i failed it 10 times so i had my uncle to it. |
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[Jul. 1st, 2007|12:35 am] |
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so lately i feel like i have no friends or the few friends i do have im losing them all. i have lost a lot of friends in the past 2 years and i hated it so much. i have about 4 people who i can truely call my friends right now. i just hate the fact that i dont have so many friends as i did. i know people say its good to have a couple close friend which i do but i guess i feel like i need more/new friends. maybe its just summer and everyone is doing stuff and what not i really dont no. but like in school i felt like i really didnt have like friend friends i just had a lot of people i talk to in school but that it and i really dont like it. i dont want tons of friends but i feel like i just need more lately idk : / |
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[May. 7th, 2007|09:29 pm] |
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I got out of the shower and was lurking myspace and i was bored and i was like im going to make a livejournal. |
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